Wednesday, September 12, 2012

"Sayonara" -TP

Everything went wrong since that night. He didn't say anything to me, at all. And the next day, he told me two of his friends found out about that night. I was surprised. "My Shadow" and "My Conscience" he said. Well, couldn't help but to guess that the 'friends' are all himself actually. Tripolar Person.

After being advised to be brave by he himself, I decided to tell him the truth, about how I liked him and about how I couldn't just forget about everything that has happened. However, he decided to say goodbye, and leave me there all alone. He said it's best for me to forget about him and hate him along the way. I told him I can never hate him, no matter what he did to me and I told him to pretend as if I never confronted him last night in return I would pretend that night never happened.

Maybe this is for the best.


Tuesday, September 11, 2012


i think every time i write a new post in this blog, the first thing i say is always "i have abandoned this blog" or "long time no write" or things like that. i am officially not a loyal writer. i hate reading, i hate writing, and i don't even know how that got me into TESL (Teaching English as Second Language) programme, since i have to deal with deepened Reading and Writing courses :/ it is just plainly weird.

the last time i wrote in this blog, i was still a crazy fan of K-Pop and ZE:A. i am no longer a big fan now, that should explain how long have i been abandoning this blog ._. i currently have no obsession, AT ALL. for someone who needs to have role models in life, i am kind of lost nowadays. my role models usually come from my obsession. since i left K-Pop, i went back to listening J-Rock stuffs, but i found it kind of too hard for me and i just didn't like the fact that i missed too much news about them, and i don't know where to start again. then, i tried International Alternative Rock, like the bands 30 Seconds to Mars, My Chemical Romance and Kill Hannah, and i found myself very happy with the music. HOWEVER, i am not obsessed to any of the bands like i used to when i was younger, 13 to 15 years old. that basically explains how lost i am :/

i am now in University of Malaya (UM) in Kuala Lumpur. i finished my Foundation in TESL programme in Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM) about 6 months ago. i am doing Bachelor in Education for TESL programme right now. lots of things happened, and if i were to tell every single things of them, i would take me a week, fully in front of my netbook to write. so what's passed is passed. if i feel like writing later, i will.

i really should be here often though. this helps with my writing skills. and i am such a bad writer. one of my lecturers in UiTM told me i sucked at writing orz i guess i'll try to write in my blog as much as i can. or if i have things to write about. since my life is full of nothingness, there's nothing to write :V oh well.

xoxo Kim T